Is there anything about submission (yours or what you see in others) that you question, dislike or repels you? Was there a time you questioned or were resistant to your own submissive feelings?
I was definitely resistant when I was younger. I had the idea that submission was weak and my feminist personality hated that. But I now know that one has to be incredibly brave to submit and that it's not anti-feminist in anyway, thereby solving my identity crisis that required me to reject an integral part of myself.